What makes me happy

Someone is happy to get married :)

This wedding makes me happy!

So why?

So why
- Yes Why?
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I got this question today.

I dont know why,
I know why, but its so hard to find the words to tell
So hard to explain the things that has no defination
No defination that is good enough.


All I can do is to ask back:

So how?
- How can it not be?
..
Yes How?

Sunday monologue

S: So S, what to do today?
S: I dont know.. I dont know..
S: I feel like doing something!
S: Something it is. And I want some coffee as well!
S: So, I am going to the café with a good book!
S: Loaded!

S: S... You're in Hamar.. On a Sunday
S: Do I have any problems with that?
S: Yes... It is Sunday....
S: Aha?
S: And you are standing in front of a door with big letters "SUNDAYS; CLOSED"
S: Thats sucks
S: Yah, what else to do in this freaking rainy freaking cool town on a Sunday?
S: Good question...
S: Is it no more Cafés?
S: Nope.
S: Cool.
S: Why on earth do they not have any cafés open on a SUNDAY? Hello! -SUNDAY is the official "Café day".
S: Well; someone in this town Hamar have not figured out that yet....
S: Well... It is Hamar you know.
S: I know.

S: So S, what to do?
S: I still want to do SOMETHING
S: You can go home and blog..
S: Jaha? Blog about what S?
S: Your life?
S: Aha? What is going on in my life?
S: .....Closed cafés?

Talking about Lost..

This place is what it looks like...
So this made me figure out that this Stange (my place) is not that lost as I thought.

I am not Lost.

Never.

Look; I am changing the World

Jep I do. I just feel like working as a journalist really gives the world something and I dont want to make a big thing out of it or anything, so it is a mild way to say this. I am changing the world. The moment where I was near by chrashing my work's car with a yellow bus today made me realize how I litterly is living on the edge, and that I am getting too much into the job. I am too much excited. So while I was sitting there, breathing like crazy after the almost yellow bus chrash i started to reflect over my life. I could see my life in front of my eyes, and I had to ask myself..
- Is it worth it?

And yes, Taking pictures of animals and kinds all day; I am sure it someday will change the world. It is not possible to be more excited about it, IT IS important, because the kinds are the world's future, and it is importent to reflect how they live, meet the animals and how they play around in the summertime. Not to talk about the local B and C celebrities. Of course I know their name and their location. I am like a paparazzi after them and asking about what place in Norway they would mostly like to spend their holiday. Then the mushrooms. I love to have a serious investigation about what stores that sell green, old mushrooms and find the people that owns the store. I am sure I will get a big prize for that. And I am still in love with the dogs. I love writing about dogs, and rats. And rain. to tell people what to do when it rains.

and oh! I almost forgot the tractors! and to tell people how the fields are growing. And tomorrow I am going to Toten! Oh O the huge Toten. If you mix Stange and Fevik you'll almost get Toten, that is how amazing it is! So... some political youth have decided to have "Toten Safari" and they are asking them self and others; why go to Africa Safari when you can go to "Toten Safari"? I guess thats excactly why I am going there. To figure out the secret Africa we have in that O amazing Toten. I can't explaine it, I just have this feeling.
-That my job as a journalist soon will change the world.

Start to get ready.

Gud?


Takk.

I am dancing while I am climbing
I am laughing even I can't see the top
I am enjoying the view from where I am now
Instead of watching the hill in front of me
I am happy because I am looking down and see how far I have come
And I am not worried about step two and three
because I am taking one step at the time
I am happy
Because im enjoying the view from where I am
right now

It is still the same world

I am back in Norway. After six incredible months I am sitting in the same room with the white walls looking outside the window and see the same trees dancing in the wind as they did six months ago. I am looking at the same old funny-looking lady walking by every morning with her dog, and I see the same yellow gas station. I see the same fields turn from green to yellow like they do every year, I see the same kinds playing outside, just a little older than last time.

So.. The feeling of that nothing is changed over here still strikes me, and that makes everything over there seem like a fairytale.- Like a flash of a dream, but I know that is not true. It seems so far this reality over here that I dont know what to do. But I am smiling because I know that is not true. Everyday over there was real. It was my reality. And that makes me so thankful. And God is not giving fairytales, He bless us with reality.

Things does not look like they have changed, but they have. For me a lot is changed. Because I am changed. My perspective have changed. My experience in New York was special. All the blessing God poured out over me through everlasting friendships, through situations that might look like coincidences, but i know they are not coincidences. All the heavenly surprises (like donust, frozen yoghurt with a flavour Norwegians only can dream about, like McDonalds everyday, and Central park outside my doorstep, like Melissa, like photography, and randomly conversations with random people), .. and through a walk with God where he loves to see me laugh, smile and rejoice! And I am! I will not stop doing that, because God has during the six last months walked by my side. Everyday. And Every single day He has showed me Who He Is.

So yah. I am still in the same room with the white walls. I am 3000 miles and 6 hours away from the life I had a month ago, completely different. The yellow tractors on the highway instead of the yellow cabs, the small doll-houses instead of high buildings, the lake instead of the ocean. But I can find a lot of beauty as well. God is showing his beauty through the colorful sunsets, and the incredible nature, and the sun smiling towards me. It is just different. And the same wind is surrounding me here as the wind did in New York. The same rain are kissing me here as in New York. Because the wind is God's way to show his love for me. And he still loves me.

I know I will miss New York, Because I am. But I will do it with rejoice and thankful thoughts, and I know I will be back and forth rest of my life. Yay. It is just a flight away. New York is not disappearing. Norway is not disappearing; it is still the same world. The same wind, the same friendships and The same God

..And I am still the same am I not? Even I know I am changed through all this I am still the same. Same thoughts, same human being, same feelings, same little girl failing and making success. And nothing is over, just a lot of new blessings will come, because I am Continuing. Life is not a lot of different journeys, It is one journey. So I am continuing my journey. Nothing is over, but a lot of new things will be added to what its called Life. It is still the same walk so I dont have to forget. Thats why I am bringing with me the experiences, all the new, deep friendships, I am bringing everything I have learned the last couple of months.
And I'm bringing God.

It is our journey,
Him and I
We are continuing.

Days in Norway

God is good

Rejoice by LIVING