Wednesday, December 02, 2009

The safest place

Beneath your wings O Lord
I lay down and close my eyes.


Closing my eyes
Trusting that your wings are covering me.


Paralyzed by the presence
Of your holyness.

Knowing that You are faithful
Forever and ever and ever.

Listening to the storm outside
and feeling the peace surrounding me.


Knowing that Peace is Love.


Wednesday, November 25, 2009

At jeg kom til å si...:

at jeg savnet å gå på skøyter rett utenfor huset, visste jeg..

...for ikke å snakke om å seile nedover fjellet:

MEN hvem skulle trodd..


..at jeg noen gang skulle si at jeg savner 

...Mjøsa...


For ikke å snakke om..
..Vestbygda


eller for all del; den daglige ferdselen blant traktorer..



og å våkne opp til denne utsikten hver dag:

...For så å kjempe for å få den lille røde i garasjen.



...Det blir kanskje litt for sterk kost for dere?


Monday, November 09, 2009

Monologue: S in need of chocolate

S: S....
S: What, S?
S:..... i need chocolate..
S: Come on! Not now, its 10.30 pm.
S: But S, I really need some chocolate..
S: Ok,'ll go and check if I have something
S: THANK YOU, You're so nice to me!

...

S: ... S
S: Yes?
S: I dont have more chocolate..
S: Seriously?
S: Yes..
S: But S, i need some chocolate.. Like whatever!
S: Hot chocolate?
S: YEAH!
S: Oh sorry S, no milk..
S: i have no words...

...

S: Hey, S; look what I found! Chocolate for the bread! and there is something left!
S: Oh... great!



Friday, November 06, 2009

He is just a prayer away.

Sooo, how beautiful life is! How good God is! Serr, stop being so confused about God, stop thinking that it is so hard to stay close to God, stop thinking that it is hard to hang out with God, stop thinking "I have a hard time with my relationship with God!" God is so simple, why making him, and everything so confusing? He is all around you. Dearest, He is just a prayer away!

Life! Life is worth LIVING, and that to its full potential, so lets not be pleased with a "good" life. With God we get the "extremely good" life!. And God is throughout good! It is nothing to be confused about. Nothing to struggled about. He is there! He is everywhere- 24/7.

Life is beautiful isn't it? Who wants the "good" life? Let us live life to its full potential!

so.. back to the stuff I was supposed to tell you about. It is so much going on and I am not bringing the camera everywhere. But here you get something!

Got some visit last weekend from Asker. My cousin Silje with here Boyfriend, and Aksel; Mats (another norwegian guy), little brother. I like Asker-people.


Morgan is making food
I have a thing about fur....
I love my cousin:

well.. evening with the guys ends up like this.. :) and oh.. I have to admit that I have a thing about documenting guys in the kitchen..


How many guys do we need to make some french fries?

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Yet

Even though the fig trees have no blossoms, and there are no grapes on the vines; even though the olive crop fails, and the fields lie empty and barren; even though the flocks die in the fields, and the cattle barns are empty, ...

YET I will rejoice in the Lord! I will be joyful in the God of my salvation! The Sovereign Lord is my strength! He makes me as surefooted as a deer, able to tread upon the heights.
(Habakkuk 3. 17-19)



How awesome that feeling of DANCING is, in midst of everything. When you have this pressure on the outside that tries to kill you, knock you down, giving you bruises. Despite thoughts that want to tear you down, push you, make you cry... Suddenly you find yourself dancing and smiling of joy! You find this joy that is coming from the inner being and starts to dance UPON that problems. This joy makes the pressure inside greater than the pressure from the outside.

While praying I am climbing up that mountain of prayer, and the problems get so small. Looking at them, laughing, knowing that the rain and flow soon will come and take them away, just like that, while I am safe on that mighty mountain.

God is my joy.
God is my mighty mountain.
And he in on my inside.

He will send his rain
So why is it weird that I AM DANCING?

Monday, October 05, 2009

Viggo-time ingredients


Sometimes this is the best way to have viggotime. With God.

Ingredients;
1. Six verses of Psalm 23
2. 200 gram chocolate fondue with apples
3. One cup of black Coffee
4. A nice spot on the coatch with purple pillows.
5. Sunshine coming in from the window.
6. Yourself with a piece of silence

Enjoy!


Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Thank you Father..

The fall has come to Sweden. It starts to get cold, the trees are orange, yellow and everything in-between, - Who can make something that wonderful? The fall brings so much colors! Colorful leaves, colerful sunsets, scarfs and hats, not talking about colorful cheeks! The breath are coming out while you are talking, dancing in the cold air, The sky are clear at night, filled with twinkling stars. What to say?

– I am still breathless!


... I have no words of how much I love this moments! The moments where I can sit here, in God presence and just feel so thankful that he is catching me. To sit here knowing he is in control and knowing that he loves me like he loves everyone else. He is swinging around with me in what I call LIFE. And that is the only life i want. So now I am sitting here and enjoying all the moments from the day, a day made by Gods hands.

This day has been affected by
beautiful people. A day filled with God, chicken and rice (yay), coffee, chocolate, worship, soccer (watching the people running after a ball), friends, biking, Photography, Fika (swedish word for social food-thing) and just .. laugher. A deep, real joy are coming from the inside. God is nothing else but GOOD!


mmmm-m.




chicken´n rice <3



Go God, - go soccer!

Friday, September 25, 2009

Breathless

I was standing there. In the darkest spot, on the perfect spot, - having the best view. I could not move. I looked up, watched the stars. Turned around and saw the never-ending Univers, created by the never-ending God. Too see this, - I could not do anything about the fact that I suddenly started to spin around. Smiling, rising my hands, rising my face towards the sky. Under the stars I stood there, and anyone who might have passed by, must have wondered what kind of love letter or kiss i just received.

..And I can tell. All the stars that where twinkle towards me, was each one twinkles from God, words full of love from my Dad, my Creator, My King. And I can tell; I am his little princess! Wiiiii
- And He is the one that just embraced me with his love. In the middle of
the park, beneath the stars, and suddenly I could not breath.


I was
...I am

Breathless.

Friday, September 18, 2009

A little USA, India, South Norway and Sandra -at the same place!

A little US, India, South-Norway and Sandra in one room in Sweden. - Can you get a better mix? (Nope).
Apple picking, brownies, movie, birthdays, coffee and Chocolate.
Boys doing the dishes, fellowship, food.
Dancing like RUSS (Norwegian graduating-party-for-a-month-thing) in youth service for hours.

Just some words that are describing the daily life I am on my way into.
Caught in the moment, and still enjoying the viggo moments I get in- between.

Today I have been with my favorites parts of the world in Sweden at the same time - climbing the trees, drinking tea, talking, living! THATS God.


Hello Alaska!
And hello India!
Hello South-Norway!Burned car..
Visiting the children ministry for imigrants.



The Olsen Brothers
I love birthdayparties. Parties= food!
Studying the Bible (and facebook)

DISHWASHERS!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

In the eye of the Storm

So.. When the circumstances seems like a hurricane, it does not have to affect you, it does not have to blow you away, it does not have to take away your strengh. It can affects your feelings, - but the feelings does not have to affect YOU.



The great thing I am about to learn is that I have this place where everything is quiet, where it is peaceful, where it is happiness, a STEADFAST happiness that is above human imagination. It is not about hiding the feelings, or rejecting that the circumstances is not all perfect. - That it never will be on this earth. So yes, my feelings are going up and down, the circumstances affects my feelings, but the feelings does not have to affect me, my mood, my acts, my character. There is something beyond my feelings that is able to find this place. Because there is God. And the mighty God is peace. He IS love.
And God is My eye of the storm. And He want to be your eye of the storm.

I can always be in this center of the storm. Thanking God, Rejoicing, - Despite that hurricane that is surrounding me - but it is not coming near me. It does not affect the eye of the storm, - where I want to be, Where I am! I is not about withdrawing myself from reality, but it is watching the life, - LIVING the life from a complete different perspective.

- Because when you have this inside joy, that only God the almighty can give, Then nothing NOTHING is windy enough to blow you away. It in a source of JOY that dwells up from the inside and you can not explain why. The only explaination is that He IS love. He is Steadfast,
- So is the eye of the storm.


And the Eye of the storm is filled with joy, faith, hope, peace
and LOVE

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

I am about to learn what this is....


Or actually not. Today I was supposed to know what this is, how to use this, and how to listen to the sounds from the stage to figure out what to do, and what I shall do on this table-thing full of quite interesting buttons. It is not only an on and off button (as I thought). It is a few more little things to know. Like the "gain"-button, frequency-stuff, desibel and Herz- and how do make good sound - And WHAT is good sound?. yeah, Thats no problem.

...Why? Do you ask me why I do this?
I DONT KNOW WHY.
- I just thought it would be fun to know how to turn the sound on and off so I said I could 3 days a week could be responsible for the sound in school.
And I wanted to involve me in something. So sound was prette much the thing I didnt know ANYthing about - so it had to be that.

Why?
Well, I guess I just have the thing about that we need more girls doing the guy-things.

Why?
Because I am a girl

Why?
Do you seriously ask me why I am a girl?

Anyways.. Today and tomorrow and three days a week I will be the soundman. Or if you would like it the other way; Sound- woman.

Jahjah, I know it is a little bit lættis, and from this days I always will bow down for the soundpeople.

- How do they make it?

Monday, September 07, 2009

Loved by Daddy

... Yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken, nor my covenant of peace be removed.
Isaiah 54.10
This little girl is not running around with a pink and white, striped sweater anymore. But she is still running around. And she is running around, longing for spending more time with Daddy. And he loves her, even when her sweater still, at the age of 20, gets dirty.


So day by day I see how God is embracing me with his unfailing arms of love. How I simply can climb up on his lap, and if I am too small to get up, He lift me up and place me there, holding me tight. Being in a new country by my self is an icredible adventure. And I am not by my self. Daddy is here.

Being surrounded by people from everywhere; Like Alaska, Bulgaria, Swaziland, Burundi, Germany, (and the list goes on) makes me feel so rich. To have the uppertunity to be with Norwegian southern people as well. And the most important thing; Sitting alone in my apartment and not feeling lonely, but just enjoying the silence of rejoice and feel the love from above.

So with thankful tears for Gods unfailing love I sit here. His promises never never never never fail! When he is holding me to his living and faithful heart. And I will see more and more of his promises coming. And I will sit on his lap, with his arms holding around me, with a peace no words can describe. I will rely on him.

So first week went fast, I am not that into the photography thing here yet, but it will come!

Bibleschoolparty; This is people in the living room. This was the room with most space to walk around..

I joined the south-people from Norway in soccer (Yes; Sandra played soccer!), at least I was there with running shoes and sporty clothes.